out of reason out of sight
lonely wandering in the night
all the tears and sorrow despite
Trying to find my soul without light

all the things that I have tried
all the feelings I wanted to hide
robbed me of dignity and pride
no one left in who I could confide

fighting the images of the past
renewing the hope that did not last
maybe I tried to go to fast
I did not started this race to finish as last